behalf on me

aku merindukan dia. sangat.. gelak tawa dia . even aku tak nampak senyuman dia tapi aku tahu tiap kali aku dengan dia "whatsapp" or "tweet", i know, i can feel her smile . idk why but i know dia tersenyum tergelak *i really miss that* . but dalam bape hari ni . i mess everything up. everything between me and her. ye, selalu everything mana aku pergi apa aku buat aku akan bagitahu dia . tapi sejak bape hari ni aku tak buat macam tu . sebenarnya its my fault . aku harap dia tak kaitkan orang lain dalam hal ni. ni semua dari aku . dengan line nya xde. aku senyap . aku terus pergi buat ape aku nak buat tanpe gtahu dia . aku tahu ape dia rasa, dia mula da rasa jauh dengan aku and now aku pon mula rasa jauh dengan dia. sebab bagi aku kalau sehari tak dengar kisah dia mmg xsah tao, rasa sangat tak kene. mmg semua silap dari aku . aku mintak maaf "sister" . im really didnt mean it. aku tahu dia rasa apa sekarang . aku mintak maaf . aku mintak maaf sangat . ia kalau ia melibatkan dia. aku mmg sangat tak boleh . air mata ni rasa tak nak berhenti mengalir bila keadaan kita jadi macam ni . seriously i miss you :'(


farah, kesempatan ini aku nak ucapkan terima kasih sepanjang 5 tahun ni . kau mmg sangat memahami aku bila sampai satu tahap aku sendiri tak paham diri aku. aku berdoa agar persahabatan yang kita jalinkan ni kekal sehingga ke akhirnya. banyak pekara yang telah kau ajar kepada aku . banyak . banyak jugak pekara yang telah kita alami sepanjang masa ini . terima kasih atas semua ini. aku sayang kau . serious ikhlas dari aku. biar kau tak nampak. tetapi ALLAH s.w.t yang nampak kemana perginya persahabatan ini . :')

#FARAHSYAHIRAHMUSLINI #23NOVEMBER1992

JAR OF HEARTS

lagu yang penuh meaning . lagu yang memberi satu kekuatan pada aku .

lyrics :

No I can't take one more step towards you

Cause all that's waiting is regret

And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore

You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

Tearing love apart, 

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your sooul

So don't come back for me.

Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of heartes, 

Tearing love apart,

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

Don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

And dear it took so long just to feel alright

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back

You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of heart

Tearing love apart,

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Don't come back at all! 

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

Tearing love apart,

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

Don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

by : CHRISTINA PERRI 

YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL

here the lyrics :

When I see your smile

Tears run down my face

I can't replace

And now that I'm stronger I've figured out

How this world turns cold

And breaks through my soul

And I know, I'll find deep inside me

I can be the one

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

It's okay, it's okay, it's okay

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter

I can show you, I'll be the one

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

'Cause you're my, you're my, my

My true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away

'Cause I'm here for you

Please don't walk away

And please tell me, you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know, I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

by : RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS :')

cuai .

hah! aku mmg tak sabar nak update pasal cuai ni . mmg sebati sgt dengan diri aku yang tak sayang harta ni . ish . banyak sgt aku nak cerita . adoii . tak tahan.... ! HAHAAHAHAH . *asallahsengalsgtni ..

okay  untuk kesian kali . minggu lepas . tade lah minggu lepas . bape hari yang lepas lah . hp aku . hp aku hilang . stress nak mati . kat poli 2 kali hilang . pehh . nasib yang hilang hp cikai . tapi stress sbb no fon manusia manusia dalam tuh . benda yang sgt penting bg aku . da hilang cam tu jekkkk . hmm.

and utk kesian kali aku kene marah paling teruk dengan abah . err sadis gila abah mara gue . aku da cube ubah . asal tah jadi lagi . sedihnyaa . nak merajuk nanty sape nak kuakan duit nak bg aku makan . HAHAAH . *ayatmintakkaki

and peluang untuk aku dapat samsung S3 20% jek tinggal . tuh yang buad aku nak menangis bagai nak rak . adoii . cam ne lah aku dapatkan nie,, tak cukup dengan tuh . kene lagi dengan umi . peh sakit nya telinga den . haih .!

da hilang mood nak cerita . nanty sambung lagi . byee . assalamualaikum .<3